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Question #3: How should you move forward to have/create positive change?
Oh boy, Leo! You are in for a really big surprise. I don't even think you would expect or believe what you are about to have. Damnit Leo! Why would you agree with that statement? That's the problem now. This is exactly why you keep rejecting this major blessing. You don't believe that you can have that. It's too big for me. It's too good for me. They would never want me. How could they desire me? How could that beautiful blessing be for me? How could that work out for me? You're starting a brand-new life and the old cannot hold up space anymore. You cannot continue to cling to the past. Remember that what you let go of will be replaced. Now I ask you, what will you allow in its place? Will you allow something that you want to come in and challenge you to have and be better? Will you let the past go only to let it return or go back to it because at least you can guarantee it will be there? Leo, keep hope alive. You need to KEEP HOPE ALIVE! You'll always be tested in life and really, it's you testing yourself. Your shadow and your light. It's the point where the old you and the new you have conflict in what's right for you. Which causes your life and who you are to become quite contradicting to yourself and others. Know that you will have space for the new and for better because you can create it at any moment. Time doesn't exist. Understand that when you let go and allow what you truly desire to come through it will be very harmonious. The only thing is you have to KNOW and continue to KNOW that you deserve it and more. You always will. You just have to let yourself have it. So don't just ask, know that it is yours. Be ok with cutting out the old and leaving it and anything similar to it in the past for good.
Question #4: Why the rejection is happening or keeps happening?
The rejection seems to happen because you keep rushing it. You rush to gain as if there is not enough in the world for everyone. You rush because you allow the spirit of fear to rule your life. You keep rushing to replace what you let go of and you accept the first offer you get. You pick up the first thing that appears in your eyesight that will help you make up for what you let go of. Understand everything does not happen overnight. I mean it can and should actually be that way. The universe will always allow it. The issue why it doesn't happen this way for you is because it's always pushed out into the future or the past. It appears to you as what you could have had one day. What you almost had and what you one day will have and not presently. For instance signing up for the New Moon in Taurus Rituals. You think you have time until it rejects your waiting and you can't sign up. It's always what you desire you will one day have but today you do not truly believe you will have it. You don't believe you're capable of having it now. Like I asked my son. How can you believe you will win the billion-dollar lottery if you can't believe you will find $1,000 or even $10 on the ground randomly today. If you can't believe a random stranger will give you $500. You're not listening to spirit when they say wait or that's not it. You don't believe that your needs will be met. For example, sitting in a crowd and watching someone live your dreams, and only hearing their name called. You may think it's only for them and it can or will never be for you. You may feel it's something you could never do or be good at. Yet, there is a reason why spirit called you to that specific room. There is a reason why those specifics thoughts came up. There is a reason why you watched this reading on YouTube and why you listened to spirits guidance and came here to gain more. You have a problem believing that by standing in your truth that it is in fact already yours. You have a problem seeing yourself where you want to be but never an issue seeing someone else having it though. You say, "They didn't do anything special for it!" Ok, well why can't you do the same? You say, "You can do it better!" Ok, well why aren't you? When you listen and remember what you prayed for. When you remember that you're always changing, realize it and accept the new you. You won't have to question if this is it exactly what you requested. You won't have to wonder why you're in a certain room or why you're guided in a certain direction. You won't have to feel out of whack or try to change it or make it fit into your new life. Things will just flow and make your life harmonious. I say new life and I mean new life. Let me explain what happens when you choose things out of fear. Some of you are going out into the world to explore. Deciding to choose any job to replace what you let go of won't work. By choosing anything for the time being you'll end up with a job that limits your exploration due to your busy work schedule. Some of you are growing your family. By choosing anyone to grow it with or anything to add to it you'll end up creating toxic family dynamics.
The point is spirit is saying I hear your prayers. Do you hear your prayers? Spirit can look at where you are now, what you have now and what you just picked up and see that it's not what you prayed for. Yes, you decluttered your house, but you just bought some junk from a yard sale to add in your house. That's not even what you said you want! Now you spent money and took up time that could have been better suited with your answered prayer. Now you'll be back on the prayer line soon asking for what you originally wanted because it throws off the feng shui in your house. You can't put your finger on what exactly it is, but you know it's something throwing it off. Then you'll ask us once again for what you actually do want. This will only happen once you stop lying to yourself and/or everyone else about how great it is. We will tell you that need to let go of that ugly, disgusting thing you brought into your house first. Reason being it's not yours and never was meant to be. Your free will allowed you to make that choice and now the lesson is here to help you let go, listen correctly and choose better. No one told you to pick that up so quickly. You may even try to add more but you don't have much space, money, time, energy, etc. to manage having or keeping it. You'll make a way to gain it, keep it or add more junk. Basically, because you feel as if you have to have it now. You feel that it is exactly what you want. You feel it is the correct solution to your problems. Life will become so chaotic, and you will blame spirit once again that your prayers are not being heard or answered. We will keep telling you what exactly to let go of and how to obtain what you want. We'll keep telling you that's that not what you need to let go of. We'll keep telling you that's not what you need to release or there is more to release once you do finally let something go. The problem isn't spirit isn't hearing or answering your prayers. It's YOU! They hear you. Do you?
This is how your life has been going. This is why samples keeps appearing. For those who don't know samples, it's the breadcrumber. The one that makes you feel special enough. They give you a little just to keep you hanging on and not notice you're not actually becoming full and satisfied. This can be a boss, lover, friend, family member or maybe even your doctor, and much more. How many samples have you had in your life? How many samples are still currently present? When your wish is not fully present you've accepted the knock off versions. You have settled Leo! It looks believable but it's not the real thing. It may blend in temporarily by eventually it will reveal it's true colors and why it doesn't belong. It will reveal why it's doing more harm to you than good. Why it will never be good or healthy for you and probably never was.
The number #1 problem here FIXED SIGN LEO is you think you know you better than spirit. You know better than your spirit team that a spiritual, non-voidable contract to be assigned this lifetime to guide you. Your spirit team with an all-access pass to every part of your life. Including, the people that have and will show up in your life. You keep believing you're doing it all on your own and that the choices you make don't affect the natural order of the universe. Remember karma? You reap what you sow, good and bad. You have no patience or true belief in the universes power. Therefore, you have none for yourself. You can call yourself Spiritual, Christian, Muslim or whatever all you want but your faith in spirit is lacking currently. So, therefore, you don't believe that your needs will be met and exactly what you desire will come in. You don't need to rush and replace it with just anything that appears suddenly.
When spirit says wait, they are not telling you to put your life on hold. What they mean is there is something you need to discover in you first. What about you allows you to hold on to that junk? Even if at one point it was what you prayed for. What about you forces you to accept what you know won't be enough, now or later in life? What about you makes you stay longer than you should? What about you feels uncomfortable being without the things that don't serve the version you are now? What about you won't let you have what the new version of you should have? Why do you think that waiting on spirit means literally means standing still and doing nothing? If you don't keep living and moving with the right guidance of spirit, how can you ever be guided to where the answer to your prayers is? For example, If you keep thinking you will only find what you want in your small town and not outside of it, (regardless of your circumstances) how can you ever truly be listening to spirit? Complacency will always be the killer of dreams. It will always keep you wondering what you could have had if only.
Life is always changing and you're always changing. The version of you that you used to be that desired what you had or have currently is no longer present. Why do you still have their shit? Why are you still living their life? Those lessons you've learned at that job, in that relationship and more have changed you. So of course, everything will not and should not stay the same. If you changed on the inside, why do you keep choosing the same boring things on the outside? Your life looks the same, but you are NOT the same. Why do you think spirit will keep answering your prayers with the same thing or anything similar to the old? Where is the excitement or happiness that you've been longing for?
Many questions are being asked to you because these unanswered questions are the cause of your rejections. If you can't answer them and if they even have to be asked, then that's your sign from spirit. Stop thinking that spirits messages will always be delivered in the same way you're used to. I mean hello! Are you not reading your answers from spirit here instead of hearing it delivered in video form? Now while you're here some of you need to go ahead and listen to spirit and sign up for the New Moon in Taurus Rituals. Know when spirit is speaking to you and when they are not. Know when spirit is telling you to change the way you do things, receive messages, move, let go, gain, etc. Don't fight it and don't over think it. You'll end up missing out or stay stuck forever.
Question #5: What's to come after the rejection and after it ends?
Stay tuned in and know that this won't be the only change you need to make. You won't always stay the same for the positive and the negative. If life was always roses and ponies, you wouldn't grow and live the human experience you are meant to live. Know that you are human and not ever going to be perfect. So, as you go through the changes in life so does spirit. When it becomes hard to hear spirit then you have ascended. Therefore, the old way of how spirit got your attention or delivered messages doesn't serve you anymore. If you hear old messages or the same thing on repeat, then wake up! You're stuck/focused on the same thing. Changes need to be made but have not been made or at least the right ones. Relaize who you are. Realize your power so you can connect once more. If life is all about us growing while living this human experience. If you've ascended, what would make you think you're going to hear messages down below from all the way up there? If you haven't changed or cut out what no longer serves you. What would make you think you will hear messages from up there on the new level from all the way down there? If you have to go down to hear you're settling Leo! Get back up! If you can't hear from the bottom, then it's TIME for a new position.
For example, stay with me here Leo. I have a point to this. I am not the same person as I once were. Took me a minute to realize and accept it. Doing all these messages through video does not let me get everything out. I do better in silence where I don't have to worry about the fact that I have to rush a reading because if it's too long the upload will take hours for one video. I don't have to worry about it taking hours to upload and then the upload fails. I don't have to worry about the fact that you're not getting your whole message. I don't have to feel as if I'm not really helping anyone because most of the messages are missing. I don't have to worry about my adhd kicking my ass and me forgetting what spirit is saying or getting distracted. I get to go in great detail and whoever is ready and meant to receive the message no matter how long it is will get the messages. If it's too long, then it's not for them. You get a chance to come back and read what sprit has for you when you struggle to let go or change and repeat yourself again. I get to deliver the messages in the way that fits me now. So, when I want to go on vacation or disappear and not be seen for whatever reason I can show up here instead. I've changed and I have realized the best way I receive and deliver messages is when I am not distracted. The show must go on. Continuing on with real change means it may not always be on the same stage, have the same script or the same role. I can't keep receiving messages the same or delivering the same and expecting life to adapt to the new me. I have to allow change and then the outside world that's meant to be where I am will follow. Get it? Hey! I may not be the best editor of my writing, but I will get there in time or find someone when I am ready to change again who can proofread and edit before I post it. For now, deal with it Leo! Dang...mind ya business lol.
Your growth causes spirit to have to get your attention another way. Our lives get busy, and spirit KNOWS this. Yet, they're still by your side rooting for you and trying to assist you. Your growth just means they have to get your attention another way. So, stop looking for the same signs to come in the same way they once did. You're rejecting it because life or your blessings is causing you to look in another direction. Stop holding on to the past. You're rejecting the signs and messages from spirit because something that doesn't belong is blocking you from receiving them or looking in that new direction. How long did it take you after watching the video to come read this? How long did it take you to read this and get the message from spirit? Exactly! Ever said, "I wish I had this message before I did xyz? Anywho...let go of the old ways of how you received your messages. You have ascended so allow yourself to have what is meant for you. Yes, the random message or dream that you're getting a check for $20,000 is meant for you! You and you alone! Why is it shocking? Oh yea, you haven't realized you're a new version yet. So, you can't accept that yet. It bet it's real ugly down where you are keeping yourself. It's filled with no love, money, family (not always blood) and more disgusting things. The old version could never have that but the new one most definitely will. Now how is spirit trying to deliver the message of the check's location to you? Tune in to the new way spirit is trying to connect with you and dare to be different.
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*Your cup should always remain full. You don't give from your cup. You give from its overflow. Sometimes the cup that just so happens to be overflowing is your heart. Although this is true spirit said, "the right ones will never let your cup run dry." The right ones will never drink from your cup only it's overflow and will always make sure yours is overflowing and theirs is too. Leo, you have to remember that if your cup should stay full then theirs has to too. If not get ready for your drought season. No one should be depending on you to make them happy and vice versa. No one should be waiting on you to make them rich and vice versa. No codependent relationships! They need to come with a full cup and a plan how to keep it full and allow it to overflow or get out Leo. When seeking in your spirit lead direction know that the best offers aligned to you will have their cups full and overflow to give to you. If not, why did you choose to accept that offer? For example, extra money for raises, extra room and growth for promotions, extra love to give, extra time to spare, new knowledge to share. This should not always have to be free. Do you work or do everything for free? Exactly! Which means there is a price to pay for its overflow. Check out what Taurus's message said for this same reading for more information on what I am referring to. I don't care if you don't have that placement. Are you listening or still trying to reject spirits message by listening the same old way to only Leo and your other placements? If Leo readings were the only thing to help you then life wouldn't be the same or struggling to become better.
The right ones will take what you have to give and appreciate it because they've done the work on themselves and continue to. Which allows them to be blissful and generous as they choose to be and you the same. They understand when they're taking too much and when it's time to give. The right ones are patient with you and know just because you may be experiencing a drought it won't always be that way. The right ones will assist you with figuring out how to fill it again but will continue to put them first. You should and will not become their focus or priority over themselves. If they give too much to you then they will become the wrong one and vice versa. They won't foolishly put their life on hold to wait on you. Understanding does not mean riding the stupid train backwards in life. Repeating lessons and continually going back or allowing a drought to occur due to someone else's negligence in their own life. This is why we often times start out as strangers, become lovers, friends, family and remain that way or become strangers again. The understanding is everyone who you come across has a season. Sometimes it's forever and sometimes it's for a minute. They understand that patience is needed when obtaining the right knowledge, love job, etc. Patience is with yourself. It's starts within and echos on the outside. The cup is you and the outside is your overflow. Why would I want to drink out of your cup if it looks muddy? Now do you understand?
The wrong ones will always take and leave you high and dry when there is nothing left. They will make YOU their world, focus, and priority. They will cling to you and drink because you give, they need, and they know you will. They will drain you and offer you nothing in return. Ask yourself this Leo. If they are constantly drinking from your cup causing you to have make drastic moves before you need to. What energy are you constantly in? What type of cooties (fear) are they leaving in your cup for you to absorb? What even happened to their cup? Why is their cup empty? It wasn't always empty. Who were they giving it to?
One thing we can say is it was given to someone they valued more than themselves. Heads up Leo this is about to be you in a minute. They lost it all and they will help you do just the same. That's not what you want. You don't want to depend on someone to fulfill your needs. Giving them so much power. You don't want someone to make you happy or have control over you because fear has told you that you need them to keep your cup full or to refill it. They are not and never will be the only one with a cup that's overflowing and willing to share what you desire. You should never need anyone or anything. You should want them around but if you had to move on then that's what you'll have to do with ease. It shouldn't be hard to walk away to keep your cup full or make it overflow. So, what's the issue that's keeping your cup dry? Don't you think it's time to walk away now? What they have or are struggling with to offer you should NEVER hold value more than yourself. For example, nothing should take away your peace, stability and happiness. Equally yoked. Nothing else. Power couples are just that. POWER COUPLES! They are because both cups are full and overflowing and they continue to make sure they succeed individually and together.
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