Question #3: How should you move forward to have or create positive change?

Yesterday's price is not today's price! They may have rejected you before and they may even try too again. Nevertheless, they can't deny the truth anymore. The truth is coming to light, and the truth is you. You are being summoned to come out from the shadows and spread your light to those in need. Even if they don't know they are indeed in need. You are being asked to rise above the mess. It's cool to show people what they missed out on or that you are indeed the shit. Yet, stay humble in doing so. Somethings are better left unsaid and seen only. You don't have to explain or keep explaining why you got where you will be. I mean you have to realize that all eyes are on you and there will always be someone wanting your spot. Just waiting for the day, that they can catch you and/or record you slipping. So, trust that they know and will get a chance to learn who you really are. You had the plan and the right one at that. You just needed the platform. You will have the mission. So, stay focused on the task at hand. When I say this is fated, I mean it. It will happen but just because it happens does not mean that it is fated to last. That part depends on you. The wheel is spinning in your favor. Will you remain a part of the group or not? Will your position be at the head of the table? Will it grow to get to the head of the table? Remember it's fated for you to get a spot, for you to join the club. You don't have to prove anything to do so, because spirit is in charge of ensuring this spot. Yet, just how God can give it, he too can take it. Did I not say in your video, I feel like you're going to replace someone? The wheel keeps on spinning. Lastly, you aren't there to just be there. You're there to bring change so be authentic. They don't have a choice but to accept you in. Don't be doing too much though and you know the doing too much I'm referring to.

Question #4: Why is the rejection happening or keeps on happening?

*The month of May is significant.

*The number 5 is significant: "In numerology, the number 5 represents adventure, change, freedom, adaptability, and a love for new experiences; people with a strong number 5 energy are typically outgoing, curious, and enjoy exploring different aspects of life, often seeking variety and stimulation, with a natural inclination towards communication and social interaction; it is associated with the planet Mercury." 

Your ruling planet is Mercury.

The rejection was happening because they weren't ready for someone like you yet. Now is your time whether they like it or not. You had to wait for a time where you could actually make change. Where the crew you are joining would be open to receiving you even if they didn't know they needed you. Basically, they had to go through some storms and walls had to be torn down in order for them to allow your change to mean something. We can also say the same for you. I want you to take note that just because you have this spot does not mean everyone will like you. For example, just because you finally meet the love of your life does not mean their family or friends will like you. Just because you get that amazing job does not mean your coworkers will like you. The rejection will still be there. Yet, you are there to create change. Maybe they will start to see their racist ways even if they don't acknowledge it. Maybe they will see some sort of truth, create your own example here. You get what you want and is destined to happen, but the crew needs someone like you to make their changes occur positively. This next phase is really important for all.

Question #5: What's to come after the rejection and after it ends?

Not only will you reflect and see even more purpose in your life and the best direction to go next. They will as well. You're not there or joining the crew to save them though. Yet, you being around will help others similar to you no longer get rejected more often or totally. They will need to learn to swim and save themselves. You better stay on the dry land cause if they can't change things up to save themselves. What would make you think going deep in that water to save them would work? Spirit did NOT place you there. What's yours is already on the land. That is what you were fated for or to meet based off your soul contracts. If you're not careful and you start doing too much like I already told you not to do. You will start to lose that spark. Your light, reason for being there and the change that is happening because of you will be taken for granted. This is what you don't want because it may not be as simple to recover from. So, learn when to sit out of things. I know it will be pretty exciting but what's the rush? You're already there and you have time. Not all the time in the world. You earned your spot even if it was fated. It was fated for a reason and our souls know it even if our flesh denies it. Are you building something quick or does the long-term matter most to you? Let me ask it this way. Do you want that hut you built and added quickly to the land to blow away during the first minor storm? Would you rather the house you built brick by brick truly adding to the land that withstands many major storms?

You are the voice so don't lose it!

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